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♥Sunday, May 29, 2011 - you+me=♥♥

Hello folks,
one week of leave.
wuhoooo.
can sleep late,can wake up late.
awesome.
soo...
me and my four other awesome friends are planning for a trip to sepang in october
and bali trip next year february.
AWESOME.
hopefully whatever we are planning come true=)
insyallah.
wahh...
have to really really save up now.

Anyway,
photos of us

♥izwan & zaila♥

♥Sunday, May 22, 2011 - polaroids.♥

Hello folks,

my throat hurts like fuck and there goes the gastric pain again.
so can't smoke for the time being,pffft.
please don't fall sick,please...
so,
five more days of working and i'll be on my one week leave.
jyeahhh.
there's two things that i can't wait for next week:
our birthday dates and our birthday party.
sexciting or what?huhu.

anyway,
some polaroids pictures that i managed to scan using the printer that is not claim by the stupid
ex-boyfriend.
huhu.
thanks for the free printer,fucker=)

-GENTING TRIP-

-STUDIO M HOTEL-

-ZOUKOUT 2010-

♥Wednesday, May 18, 2011 - ♥

Hello folks,
two awesome movies you should watch=)

♥Wednesday, May 18, 2011 - ♥

Hello folks,
even though we spent the whole night together..
i still just can't get enough of you=)
*honeymoon period*
huhu.

♥Sunday, May 15, 2011 - ♥

Hello folks,
i think things are kinda in a mess at the moment.
confussion.miscommunication.assumption.misunderstood.
cut the damn story short,
i think it's all unnecessary/unwanted and childish shits.

you know what?
i shall not say much and and shall not get involve.
cuz i got no issues and not even involve at the first place.

and about our birthday thingy...
me and wan would definitely appreciate it if all our lovely friends could come and just
enjoy our birthday together with us=)
guys..
no matter what,
we just hope that you people are coming okay?=)

♥Tuesday, May 10, 2011 - ♥

Hello folks,
i need to learn how to smile=)..
cuz i really really have problem smiling at work.pffft.
what's there to smile sia.
wthell.

oh well,
still..
just SMILE=),zaila.
*roll eyes*

night bitches.

♥Sunday, May 08, 2011 - saturday night at zirca=)♥

Hello folks,
saturday evening with him.
at night zirca-ing with girlfriends.
when was the last time i went there sia...
saw a few familiar faces.
faces whom i once chilled/met before when i was still with that fucker.
oh well,
awesome music.
had fun dancing all night long although i went home with a really bad pain on my feet.
home at 6am.

i think that..
if you really are a friend i will appreciate it if you keep it strictly just friend
and not more than just a FRIEND.
please know your limit,
thank you.

Anyway,
happy mother's day,dearest ibu.
ily.

bye.

♥

-hanah & me=)

-jon & me-

♥Friday, May 06, 2011 - =(♥

Hello folks,
she told my dad that i don't love her anymore.
said that her children don't give a shit about her either.
she also said that this year mother's day is gonna be a sad one for her cuz nobody cares.
tell me,
am i to blame for that?
every year without fail,every mother's day i would splurge to buy gift for her but
not this year.
i'm just still too fucked up about what she have done to me the other time.
i still can't get over that embarrassing and humiliating incident.
anyway,
thanks to that son of a bitch again.
till now i still don't know just what the fucking fuck he said to her till
she acted that way the other day.
may you have a miserable life,die and rot in hell,fucker.
pfffft.

it's been like...what
almost two months of not talking.
and seriously speaking..
i just don't give a fucking shit.
i used to miss her if i never get to see or talk to her,
but now,i just don't give a fuck.
i'm not saying that i hate her.
just that...
i think that i'm still holding grudge about that incident.
maybe i can forgive but i will never forget,never.

it's true,people say no matter what she's still my mom.
she's the one who gave birth to me.
but,
when she hit me the other time publicly in front of everyone,
did she even for a second have a thought that person she hit so badly is her daughter?
nahhh,don't think so.

well...
i don't know till when this gonna continue.
cuz..
like mother,like daughter
both very stubborn and ego.
i mean,VERY.
dad asked me to make the first move to start talking to her.
i just said no and plus i really got nothing to say to her also.
so...
i guess i'm still gonna be all ego and stubborn about it.
huhu.

we will talk and start to acknowledge each other,one fine day
just...
not now,not yet.

guess,
this would be the last family photo we gonna take.
=(

♥Monday, May 02, 2011 - ♥

Hello folks,
was checking out old pictures in my lappy and found some old camwhore photos few years back.
damn,
i miss those camwhoring days.

♥Monday, May 02, 2011 - ♥

Hello folks,
soo...
hotel booked.
car booked.
cake ordered.

it's just a month away now..

hope everything goes as planned.
hope it's the best birthday celebration i'm gonna have=)

and the most sexciting part is...
celebrating the special occasion with
♥you♥

well,
i can't deny that...
i'm soo head over heal for you now.
and the feelings just getting better and deeper.
and...
it's good that we are taking things nice and slow.
and letting everything goes naturally=)
and if i were to be in a relationship the next time round..
there is no other guy i wanna be with except you
heh.

okay,
this is so mentel.

bye.

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♥Sunday, May 29, 2011 - you+me=♥♥ Hello folks, one week of leave. wuhoooo. can sleep late,can wake up late. awesome. soo... me and my four other awesome friends are planning for a trip to sepang in october and bali trip next year february. AWESOME. hopefully whatever we are planning come true=) insyallah. wahh... have to really really save up now. Anyway, photos of us ♥izwan & zaila♥ back to top?
♥Sunday, May 22, 2011 - polaroids.♥ Hello folks, my throat hurts like fuck and there goes the gastric pain again. so can't smoke for the time being,pffft. please don't fall sick,please... so, five more days of working and i'll be on my one week leave. jyeahhh. there's two things that i can't wait for next week: our birthday dates and our birthday party. sexciting or what?huhu. anyway, some polaroids pictures that i managed to scan using the printer that is not claim by the stupid ex-boyfriend. huhu. thanks for the free printer,fucker=) -GENTING TRIP- -STUDIO M HOTEL- -ZOUKOUT 2010- back to top?
♥Wednesday, May 18, 2011 - ♥ Hello folks, two awesome movies you should watch=) back to top?
♥Wednesday, May 18, 2011 - ♥ Hello folks, even though we spent the whole night together.. i still just can't get enough of you=) honeymoon period huhu. back to top?
♥Sunday, May 15, 2011 - ♥ Hello folks, i think things are kinda in a mess at the moment. confussion.miscommunication.assumption.misunderstood. cut the damn story short, i think it's all unnecessary/unwanted and childish shits. you know what? i shall not say much and and shall not get involve. cuz i got no issues and not even involve at the first place. and about our birthday thingy... me and wan would definitely appreciate it if all our lovely friends could come and just enjoy our birthday together with us=) guys.. no matter what, we just hope that you people are coming okay?=) back to top?
♥Tuesday, May 10, 2011 - ♥ Hello folks, i need to learn how to smile=).. cuz i really really have problem smiling at work.pffft. what's there to smile sia. wthell. oh well, still.. just SMILE=),zaila. roll eyes night bitches. back to top?
♥Sunday, May 08, 2011 - saturday night at zirca=)♥ Hello folks, saturday evening with him. at night zirca-ing with girlfriends. when was the last time i went there sia... saw a few familiar faces. faces whom i once chilled/met before when i was still with that fucker. oh well, awesome music. had fun dancing all night long although i went home with a really bad pain on my feet. home at 6am. i think that.. if you really are a friend i will appreciate it if you keep it strictly just friend and not more than just a FRIEND. please know your limit, thank you. Anyway, happy mother's day,dearest ibu. ily. bye. ♥ ♥ ♥ -hanah & me=) -jon & me- back to top?
♥Friday, May 06, 2011 - =(♥ Hello folks, she told my dad that i don't love her anymore. said that her children don't give a shit about her either. she also said that this year mother's day is gonna be a sad one for her cuz nobody cares. tell me, am i to blame for that? every year without fail,every mother's day i would splurge to buy gift for her but not this year. i'm just still too fucked up about what she have done to me the other time. i still can't get over that embarrassing and humiliating incident. anyway, thanks to that son of a bitch again. till now i still don't know just what the fucking fuck he said to her till she acted that way the other day. may you have a miserable life,die and rot in hell,fucker. pfffft. it's been like...what almost two months of not talking. and seriously speaking.. i just don't give a fucking shit. i used to miss her if i never get to see or talk to her, but now,i just don't give a fuck. i'm not saying that i hate her. just that... i think that i'm still holding grudge about that incident. maybe i can forgive but i will never forget,never. it's true,people say no matter what she's still my mom. she's the one who gave birth to me. but, when she hit me the other time publicly in front of everyone, did she even for a second have a thought that person she hit so badly is her daughter? nahhh,don't think so. well... i don't know till when this gonna continue. cuz.. like mother,like daughter both very stubborn and ego. i mean,VERY. dad asked me to make the first move to start talking to her. i just said no and plus i really got nothing to say to her also. so... i guess i'm still gonna be all ego and stubborn about it. huhu. we will talk and start to acknowledge each other,one fine day just... not now,not yet. guess, this would be the last family photo we gonna take. =( back to top?
♥Monday, May 02, 2011 - ♥ Hello folks, was checking out old pictures in my lappy and found some old camwhore photos few years back. damn, i miss those camwhoring days. back to top?
♥Monday, May 02, 2011 - ♥ Hello folks, soo... hotel booked. car booked. cake ordered. it's just a month away now.. hope everything goes as planned. hope it's the best birthday celebration i'm gonna have=) and the most sexciting part is... celebrating the special occasion with ♥you♥ well, i can't deny that... i'm soo head over heal for you now. and the feelings just getting better and deeper. and... it's good that we are taking things nice and slow. and letting everything goes naturally=) and if i were to be in a relationship the next time round.. there is no other guy i wanna be with except you heh. okay, this is so mentel. bye. back to top?